Ok. so let´s do this. The dashboard on my blog has been open for hours now and I just keep opening new tabs in my Chrome window, dreading to write this post.
Some of you already know that my husband left me on December 21st. Yep. I thought about if I should mention it here, but since you (my friends and blog readers) have been with me (us) through all the good and bad through the years, it would all be to wrong to not talk about it. And since life is about to take some big changes, it would be weird if you didn´t know the story.
Obviously I am not going in too deep into this, but basically I got a phonecall on November 30th and since then we have been talking, crying and freaking out about the fact that me wanted to move on with his life. I was ofcourse devestated, but have been holding my chin up for most of the Holidays. Now, this would be so much worse if we were arguing and hate would be involved. But we are good. We have been through SO much during our 12 years together and have a deep love for eachother because of all that.
All the practical things of divorce and seperation makes my tummy a little sick, but I will be ok. We will be ok. We still have lots of things to sort out and we have to take a million decisions. But in the end life moves on and we do too.
I can´t thank you enough for all your love, cyberhugs, comments and such encouragement in the last week! I love you so very much <3 font="font">3>